First 2 weeks at FIPL

It has been good experience overall with a few things still unsettled from my end. Waking up early in the morning at 6am was a dream come true. I will confess I hate it though. I get to office and on the way to the facility so neatly designed for the 2012 recruits, I see several new faces each day. May be that’s why it is said not all day is the same. I feel good about that!

FCGs (Ford College Graduates)  is how we are addressed at FIPL (Ford India). We are noticed by almost everybody for few of us do not have uniforms stitched yet . There has been good amount of information shared from various departments. Now it is left to us how much we relate to while in practical sessions. The mere thought of it turns butterflies flutter in my stomach. Nevertheless, “I am all fine” is what is visible to others. Back home I don’t have strength enough to share my day with parents. I am happy we still dine together. I am off to bed or according to my parents half-dead by 11 pm. 

Amongst all the cherished moments, will not deny I have mixed feelings for a few things. For now will keep to myself until I understand the complete nuances of those circumstances. The social work taken up by FIPL laid the foundation for group work and thus I got to learn a lot of them. I would like to stop here for now and will post about the journey as and when my mind recommends!

HEART'S UNREST

While one mock at the other

And the horde joins this ugly toil

I seldom am resolute to stop it all.

The pleasure that dwells in snubbing

Cannot be complemented for any

I realize people’s emotions aren’t worth a penny.

And only grown-ups solely own

This ruthless act and feel of jealousy

Their wordlist never spells courtesy.

I learned from verses of Bible

Do pray for them as they need it severely

They are but the lost sheep for the Almighty.

I washed my grief and thanked Him

For my agony vanished in not time

I bowed and prayed for things to be fine.

I believe that this shall also pass by

For as good times dint last long and steady

Neither the unfavorable ones, for long, will worry.

The 5 minute restlessness

Strange emotions, weird looks,

Appreciation coated the jealousy.

Had it been someone else

Would it be the same?

Mockery expressed joyously,

Dint know how to react

I keep to self all those,

Those words that would pierce hearts

Hearts of those whose words have

Carved the hurt that can never heal;

I sit at peace but thoughtful though

Wiping off the thoughts of sorrow,

Sipped the tea off the cup

Writing another lesson learnt, a good one indeed!

Fragmented thoughts! Part-III

Off the bed, into the bath

I brushed and scrubbed.

Out in time, dressed up all

Breakfast ready, all just mine.

Took to heels but a slothful walk

The bus arrived and drove me off.

The talk with bro, a good start though

And then JAS marched in with a tiring smile.

She ran into work right away

Hurried me to my bay.

Here I have a comp in front

I want to work, but it won’t.

Life has never been so much at ease

Gadgets around, yet I am at peace.

Several heads around clung to the desk-tops

And I alone can choose to dance a hip-hop.

Hosur Venture

Bags packed and all geared

Reached college and all greeted.

All fresh like the morning dew,

And that was a lie.

Eagerly awaiting the bus

We exchanged talks.

Planned for the travel and lunch

Smile widened at every item mentioned for munch.

Tired we boarded the bus

Late by two and half hours.

Music and bang vibrated the bus

In no time, many wanted to piss.

Lunch was funny as never

Paid a price to the ego of a server.

Reached MDC and booked rooms,

This time with different partners.

Met at the basketball court

Enjoyed the sway on the swing.

The wind forced pulled on my coat

The stomach screamed a ting.

Dinner and chats in room ended

Morning alarm irritated my partner.

Fled to the bath and downloaded

All thanks to the free service plumber.

The session made everyone sleep

Wanted to flee to woods in deep.

Evening was a treat on the court

Jumped and bumped the – GOLD SPOT.

The day was boring again

The spare parts aching in pain.

The eve was the heal to it

Hurried to accompany room-mate.

The visit to TVS in the noon

Left minds to revive from gloom.

The b’day celebration pushed tears

And smiles on Anu’s fascia.

Slept with Maiths that night

On beds set perfectly apart.

Roused everyone for the journey

Held in eyes all the best moments

Enjoyed the movie with Asha,

A child-like adult, pragmatic at times.

I penned down all good moments

Sparsely am reminded of harsh ones

I will not deny their existence though

For I did endure tears silently.

Nevertheless, smiles were widespread

Cams clicked only multi - colored teeth.