Moments to cherish - 2012

The year juggled and began with a bang
Placement was the first cherishing moment.
Research the only interest in college other than THE GANG!
The last minute rush was an adventure dent.

Visits to CMBT park & Anna tower   
Only to hear roars of laughter.
The semester did its bit even this time
Nonetheless, no effect on the arundavaals.

The wait was long for joining FORD
The revelation of the date was cherished by the horde.
Clueless of the happenings of everyday
I sure will miss those days filled with fun galore.
Made new friends which I doubted I will
Life was at its best to bring them and fill
The loneliness I might have realized
The change agents were there and I was surprised.

With association not having boundaries
Great fun was at lunch with Saddy, Tamil and Veens.
Birthday celebrations along with the jing bang
Gifts, videos, cakes and the songs we sang.

These four months of encounter
Was a journey of joy and pleasure.
2013 is on its way with new surprises
A new role to play after May, but seizes
Not the others until then.
I wish everyone a happy new year
Prosperity and merriness be there always for all to cheer!!!

First 2 weeks at FIPL

It has been good experience overall with a few things still unsettled from my end. Waking up early in the morning at 6am was a dream come true. I will confess I hate it though. I get to office and on the way to the facility so neatly designed for the 2012 recruits, I see several new faces each day. May be that’s why it is said not all day is the same. I feel good about that!

FCGs (Ford College Graduates)  is how we are addressed at FIPL (Ford India). We are noticed by almost everybody for few of us do not have uniforms stitched yet . There has been good amount of information shared from various departments. Now it is left to us how much we relate to while in practical sessions. The mere thought of it turns butterflies flutter in my stomach. Nevertheless, “I am all fine” is what is visible to others. Back home I don’t have strength enough to share my day with parents. I am happy we still dine together. I am off to bed or according to my parents half-dead by 11 pm. 

Amongst all the cherished moments, will not deny I have mixed feelings for a few things. For now will keep to myself until I understand the complete nuances of those circumstances. The social work taken up by FIPL laid the foundation for group work and thus I got to learn a lot of them. I would like to stop here for now and will post about the journey as and when my mind recommends!

HEART'S UNREST

While one mock at the other

And the horde joins this ugly toil

I seldom am resolute to stop it all.

The pleasure that dwells in snubbing

Cannot be complemented for any

I realize people’s emotions aren’t worth a penny.

And only grown-ups solely own

This ruthless act and feel of jealousy

Their wordlist never spells courtesy.

I learned from verses of Bible

Do pray for them as they need it severely

They are but the lost sheep for the Almighty.

I washed my grief and thanked Him

For my agony vanished in not time

I bowed and prayed for things to be fine.

I believe that this shall also pass by

For as good times dint last long and steady

Neither the unfavorable ones, for long, will worry.

The 5 minute restlessness

Strange emotions, weird looks,

Appreciation coated the jealousy.

Had it been someone else

Would it be the same?

Mockery expressed joyously,

Dint know how to react

I keep to self all those,

Those words that would pierce hearts

Hearts of those whose words have

Carved the hurt that can never heal;

I sit at peace but thoughtful though

Wiping off the thoughts of sorrow,

Sipped the tea off the cup

Writing another lesson learnt, a good one indeed!