Unpleasant Decision

As usual had thoughts entangled

When it suddenly struck me,

The best thing to do would

Be the obvious - confront the truth unspoken by me.

It would not have been otherwise

That I was so lost besides the words that kept

Clinging near my ears, to my surprise

I heard my heart that after ages wept.

I wish I never thought such a brutal thing

Upon which my heart opposed against intellect.

While one strongly agreed and the other otherwise,

Again the heart was swayed by the strongest.

My heart accepted defeat

For it appreciated – sooner the better;

Because the damage whatsoever is definite

And that I would later never again recover.

Against all the above said

My heart I believe will not refrain,

It had been and so would be

Adamant as ever, holding to sour thoughts sown.